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i rescued a pigeon last week at some point and it was getting better and better until one morning it had a seizure or something else awful. I knew it would die so I put it out of it's misery. When I fell back asleep I dreamed about trying to save my mom.

It's odd that in the seemingly most idyllic situations I often feel alone.

Why am I simultaneously lonely and wanting to be alone?

Date: 2008-05-07 10:07 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
it does sound like a logical connection *hugs*. it's nice of you that you tried to save the pigeon.
i feel like that too sometimes (wanting to be alone and feeling lonely), usually when i'm not doing so well and i need someone to talk to or to just be there with me without talking about random topics (or sometimes when many people are around and i feel disconnected because we're not talking about personal things). maybe you want to be alone because it'd be harder to open up to someone and make yourself vulnerable, while at the same time you wish for that closeness. it's perfectly human to feel that way...
i'm here if you need anything!
m.

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